When love came back to Town. V

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“I know love will find a way, I’am home if you are there beside me” Lion King

The door bell rang it was a few minutes to ten when Kate was in the shower on this Saturday morning. She didn’t answer it immediately until it rang the second time. She thought it was Tim; he had called early in the morning and said that he was coming to pick her up for brunch. She took a towel, wrapped herself up and tiptoed out of her bathroom. She remembered with a smile the phone conversation she had with him when her phone rang at seven startling her from her sleep.

“Hello,” she had answered groggily

“Morning beautiful,” a husky deep voice answered from the other end.

“Hi, Tim,” she was happy to hear his voice.

“Ten thirty, get ready, brunch on me,” he sounded like he was in a hurry.

“Huh,” she was still sleepy.

“Running for a quick meeting love,” Then he added, “Ten thirty.”

She thought he was too early as she walked past the wall clock; regardless she was super excited to see him again. With a huge grin on her face she flung the door wide open.

A delivery guy was standing outside her door when Kate opened it. He was holding a small package with a cute blue ribbon on it and a small white note attached to it. She signed the delivery book, locked her door and at once opened the package. A wave of shock hit her when she realised what was inside. Unable to contain herself, she tore the neat wrapper off the box. And then shock took total control of her, her hands were trembling, as she stared at the contents of the box. She was in such awe that she did not realise that her towel had given way and fallen off her to the floor. She was soapy, stark naked and it seemed like she was having a stroke.

She was looking at the most humongous ring she has ever seen in her life. She lifted it up delicately and examined it closely as if it was a strange specimen under a microscope. It was round-cut, with a huge sparkling diamond resting beautiful on it and when she moved it around her finger, the stone reflected shiny little colorful rays of light off it. It was spectacular. The ring felt heavy on her hand, it must have cost a fortune, she thought to herself as she let out a tinny smile. Then she slowly put it on her middle finger, it fit perfectly. She stretched out her hand for admiration moving her fingers from side to side. It flattered her so well that she felt like a million dollar. Kate was wonderstruck that she almost forgot to read the note attached to it. With a lot of excitement she opened it and read the neat handwriting that she knew too well, Say yes, Love, P.

She had not heard from Phil the whole week since their last encounter in her office. Which she thought was great since she didn’t have the energy to deal with him again. She took another long look of admiration, inhaled deeply, took the ring out, placed it back in the box and went back to her bedroom. Without a second thought she put the box inside one of her bedside drawers and went back to enjoy her shower.

She was fully dressed when Tim arrived to pick her up. As she settled herself in the passenger seat of his white double cabin pick up, she watched him secretly; he had a rough beard, that had probably not seen a shaver for a couple of days, he wore a grey khaki cap, the sleeves of his shirt were rolled up exposing his highly toned muscles. He had blue ragged jeans on and a pair of open sandals, Kate thought he looked very attractive and sexy. With amusement, judging from the type of his car and his look, she thought to herself that’s how engineers roll.

A few minutes later, Tim pulled up outside a picnic site. Kate was a bit surprised she had thought they would be going to eat at a restaurant. Picnic was the last thing on her mind since Tim had not mentioned it. She quickly checked herself to see if she was dressed for the occasion. She had on a fitting pair of black ragged jeans, a white vest and a pair of flat open shoes. Satisfied she looked great; she popped out of the car.

“Here we are my Lady,” he smiled as he extended his right hand to her as she got out.

“A picnic?” she asked looking surprised.

“Oh yes,” he answered as he opened the back door, “wait and see what I have.”

“Waiting,” she said pleasantly.

He took out picnic supplies from the car. Kate was amazed as she helped him take them out and lay down on a spot they picked on the grass. He had packed an assortment of food stuff including a bottle of wine. He also remembered to bring along a blanket to sit on. The time they would spend together looked promising; she was looking forward to it.

“There is something that I need to tell you love,” Tim said as he took out a sandwich and gave her one.

“Am listening,” Kate answered as she took a bite

He took a second and turned to look at the beautiful woman seated next to him. He couldn’t believe it that after all these years he was with the woman of his dreams. He loved everything about Kate. He loved the easy way she laughed, he loved how she talked and he loved her sense of dressing. To him she was the most beautiful woman on the earth. Now, that he had reconnected with her, Tim didn’t want to waste more time. He had a plan; a man always has a plan.

“I know we have just reconnected, but,” He opened the wine bottle. “I want you to marry me.”

“What!” Her sandwich fell down her laps.

Tim laughed hilariously. He loved her reaction. He took his time watching Kate’s surprised look as he took out the wine glasses and poured one for her. He took his glass and sat looking at her directly.

“Let’s make a toast,” he lifted his glass to her, she lifted hers.

“Here is to a long beautiful friendship, full of love, laughter and happy tears,” then he smiled, “To the future.”

They both took a sip.

“On a serious note Kate,” Tim took her hand in his. “I want you to be my wife. I just want you to know am in this for the long haul,”

Kate said nothing. At that second she remembered her bedroom drawer and the contents inside the little gift box. She then looked at her wine glass, then at the bottle. At that second she wanted to gulp the whole bottle down.

Breathe in Kate, in.

“Relax,” sensing she was tensed, Tim started massaging her hands. “I just wanted to let my intention known to you,” he stroked her right cheek with one finger; “Soon, I will put a ring here.” He continued stroking her hands. “It’s not a marriage proposal, yet.” He kissed her hand.

Kate’s mind was thinking about the shinny object in the little gift box.

“That’s my intention,” Tim was saying

That ring must be damn expensive.

“More wine,” He refilled her glass.

Maybe Phil has changed.

“I will remember that,” she smiled, “Thanks for letting me know.”

She took a long sip of her wine as her mind was racing back to the night that Tim walked back in her life at the restaurant. She remembered the animated conversation that they had that night, the laughter between them was real and deep. Within a few seconds they had moved from being two lost friends to two people who seemed like they have never been apart for years. Kate remembered just how refreshed she had felt, she remembered how happy she was on her fortieth birthday.

At the restaurant Tim had sung to her as the patrons gathered around them, she blew the single candle from her one piece birthday cake. It was a great night. She had loved every aspect of it. When Tim said he had wanted to see her again, she knew she wanted that too. She wanted him to want her. She wanted to see him again. Then over the following weeks, Tim would call and text her. Their conversations picked over the days that would follow. They texted and called each other, they laughed, teased and enjoyed their conversations. She felt alive and energized. Tim, she thought was exactly what she needed in her life.

Then there is Phil.

Phil had made his intentions clearly known to Kate.

Diamonds are a girl’s best friend.

Kate laughed out loud from a silly joke that Tim had made. They were having a great time. He was full of jokes and witty stories of his life experiences. They laughed hard, ate more food and drank more wine.

What if he is sincere?

“…That’s how I lost my shoe…” Tim laughed hard.

“Are you serious?” She laughed some more.

More food, more wine, more laughter. Tim was a good story teller, he was good company and she loved the way he made her laugh silly without holding back. Suddenly nothing mattered, at that moment all her man problems had completely disappeared. She was at a good place and Tim was enjoying her company and she his.

“You haven’t told me what you think,” Tim became serious

“What I think?” she asked quizzically as she sipped more wine.

Faking a British accent, he said, “Yes my lovely Lady,” as he inched closer to her.

Like a light bulb, the ring’s shinny image crossed her mind. Diamond. She felt a tight knot in her stomach. She knew she wanted a new beginning with a man who loves her. She was hungry for love, she finally admitted to herself.

Kate, you got this.

“No Sir, I haven’t,” she returned the accent.

He kept it going, “Don’t keep me waiting, my Lady.”

He took her hands in his sending shudders down her spine.

“Good Sir, if you could kindly remind me what it was about,” She said shyly.

“Allow me to.”

He took her glass and kept it on the grass. He then leaned over and softly lifted her chin with his right hand. She swallowed so hard and her heartbeat increased, from the side of her eyes she could see her chest moving up and down. He took his time and gazed deeply into her eyes. She in his. For several minutes they held still. No one talked and no one moved. When she looked into his eyes, she saw something else that she could not explain. Something she had never seen before, she saw love.

A kind of love that she had never encountered before. Her heart melted, she knew it felt right and she wanted him to do it now more than ever. Their lips met, he kissed her softly, deep and passionately. She responded with intensity and fire. She wrapped her hands around his broad shoulders and she let herself go, she surrendered to his burning desire and his inner force. She allowed herself to travel with him to a magical world, in a far away land where only the two of them existed. A world that only Tim could take her.

Tomorrow, I will send back the ring.


                                                              The End


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When love came back to Town. IV


                         “You dont know what you have got, until it’s gone” Unknown


“I told you to go to hell,” Kate hissed at Phil, she stood still staring at him. Her eyes blazing fire.

“That’s why am here,” he said calmly as he took a seat, “In hell.”

Kate took a second to compose herself.  She had vowed that she will never allow Phil to get her emotions all riled up. After years of emotional turmoil from the man she once loved, she had promised herself to be in full control of her emotions and reactions to situations. A minute passed as the former lovers stared at each other.

Phil was softly tapping his fingers on Kate’s desk .She was standing leaning on the wall next to the door. They continued staring at each other. There was another endless minute of silence. Kate folded her arms. Phil adjusted his tie. The soft tapping continued.

I come in peace,” Phil broke the silence.

Fingers tapping.

“Ok, so what do you want?” Kate asked calmly


Fingers tapping.

She knew he was playing into her emotions and she was determined not to let him win. She knew the man too well. In the previous years since they broke up, Phil had tried severally to contact Kate. Severally she had declined to see him. When he was running for parliament, Phil approached Kate to be his public relations campaign manager. He had tried to convince her that he needed her services; he had said that he was sure he will not win without her.  She had graciously declined the job offer.  When he won, he had invited her to his homecoming party, she trashed her invitation card. The day his divorce was finalized, Phil had sent white lilies to Kate’s office and attached a card that read, free at last love with a smiley face at the end. She had sent back the flowers.

That was the last time she had heard from him.  And now, here he was, uninvited, in her office. She didn’t like the idea of being in the same room with a man who had caused her a lot of grief. Over the years she had done a pretty good job of building herself up that she had no time to worry about him. She had focused on her career and creating a name for herself in the business world. She excelled at what she did and she loved her new life..

“Remember the first time we met?” He asked her softly.

Fingers tapping.

Kate laughed sarcastically.

“You were wearing a yellow dress and you had these well done black braids. I still remember the way you smiled at me when I said hi to you. You had just cleared your undergrad,” he gave out a hollow laugh.

“I remember the day I found you in our bed with her,” Kate mimicked his voice. “Oh, and I remember a whole lot of other things too,” she rolled her eyes at him.

“Yeah,” fingers tapping. “That,” his voice trailed off, “was regrettable.”

“Is there something that you wanted? I really need to get back to work,” Kate said sternly.

“Yes.” He stood up and moved closer to her.

She straightened her back. He was so close that she could smell his after shave. She took a step backwards but she hit the wall. She was trapped. He put his right hand on the wall just slightly above her left shoulder, he was almost touching her, then he leaned his face towards hers. Her heart started racing, she hated herself for that. She could feel the heat that was now generating between them. She was sure he would try to kiss her so she was bracing herself to push him back. But he didn’t. He rested his eyes on hers. His breathing was soft and regular. He looked at her lips then back to her eyes. At that point she became aware of his masculinity. She bit her lower lip.

“Forty looks good on you,” he whispered against her right ear.

She wanted to move, if she did she was afraid their bodies will touch. She also didn’t want to push him either; she reminded herself to stay calm and not give him the satisfaction that he was at that minute arousing her. She chose to remain still. I am in control, she told herself. He breathed softly down her neck and put his left hand on her right arm and left it there. He felt the warmth of her skin with his fingers. He smelled her perfume. Its scent was sweet piercing right into his nostrils he inhaled deeply and deliberately exhaled slowly as he inched himself closer to her. Their bodies touched. He now had her under his arms. Standing tall above her, she had nowhere to go. His breathing has now shifted to a fast paced rhythmic beats.

“Have dinner with me tonight,” he said softly as he moved his left hand up and down her arm.

She shook it off. He didn’t persist and neither did he move. Instead he lowered his head towards her face; she raised hers and held his eyes with her own. She could feel his heart thumping against her chest. It was like it was calling out to her and that’s when she knew it was coming; he was going to kiss her. Her legs felt numb and her heartbeat accelerated. Her inner self wanted to push him away but her heart was too weak to obey. He slightly parted his lips and moved an inch closer his hot breath against her own. She braced herself for the inevitable. He moved right for her lips.

At that exact second she turned her head away from him, he missed and brushed her cheek. Ouch, he thought. With his ego bruised he let her go. Without a word, he took a minute, adjusted his jacket and turned around and took a seat. The same seat he was sitting on when she saw him.

Trying to hide a triumphant smile she said, “I would like you to leave, now.”

“No,” he said firmly trying to rise above the disappointment, “Not until I tell you what I wanted.”

“No,” she responded back as she took her seat, “You already have.”

He ignored her.

Fingers tapping.

He turned his seat and faced her, he chose carefully his next words, “I want you back.”

“What!” She almost jumped out of her seat.

“Look,” he quickly added, “I was a jerk, ok.” He sounded almost apologetic if it was another life she thought she would have believed him.

“Listen,” she said curtly, “One, am working. Two, I will not have this conversation. Ever.”

Phil knew that Kate will not agree to meet him outside her office. He had tried severally before to have her meet him but he had failed miserably. He knew this was the only chance that he will ever get to have her listen to him. He had promised himself before he came that he will not blow it up. He had to tell her what had been in his mind for years now.

“Please hear me out,” he humbled himself. He swallowed hard, this is going to be difficult than I had thought. Aloud he said, “I am sorry Kate for everything. From the bottom of my heart I am very sorry for putting you through all that I did.”

He waited for her to respond, she didn’t. He continued.

“I was young, I was stupid, and I was foolish. I am sorry for the lies, the deceit, the unfaithfulness, for beating you.” He inhaled deeply. “Please forgive me. The truth is, I have never been happy in my entire life since you and I broke up. Over the years I have come to respect and appreciate you. I love you. I want to marry you. Please forgive me.”

Kate said nothing.

“I messed up big time,” he reached out for her hands across the table. She pulled back. “I am a better man now. I want to be the best man that I wasn’t for you. Please give me another chance.”

Still, she said nothing.

“Look, am growing old. I want a family with you. Let’s try again. Let’s get married.”

Kate had never seen him look like that. Like a defeated man. He looked tired, like he was at the end of the rope. A part of her heart knew he was telling the truth. But some part of her suspected he was playing his old tricks on her again. She remembered how in the past she had been in the same place reading the same script. They had broken up severally before and he would came back to her with an almost similar story of being a changed man and she would take him back and he would go back to his old ways almost immediately.

That cycle had wrecked her emotions and broken her confidence in him. It had been over seven years since they went separate ways. So much had happened in their individual lives. Watching him from across her desk, Kate couldn’t help but wonder what if he is genuine? We after all, are not getting any younger. What if?

“I need to tell you something else,” Phil was saying

“Ok,” she pursed her lips.

“I am putting my bid to run for governor next year.”

It was almost another election year. Kate was surprised at how time ran out so fast.

“Congratulations,” she managed to say.

“That’s the thing.” He said almost silently

Usually he would have answered in a cocky manner and said something that would go like, yeah, am born to lead or am going to win you know or something like, the presidency is my next stop. Maybe the man had changed after all, Kate thought in amusement.

“I want you by my side, Kate,” he added somberly. “Not as my campaign manager, but as my wife. I want us to win this together.”

“Oh, Phil, you never cease to amaze me,” Kate said, “What makes you think that after all these years I will just let you walk back into my life?” She stood up and put both her hands on the desk and leaned forward, “Who do you think I am? A woman on hold just waiting for you to show up and go as you please?” She was now getting angry. “No sir!”

Phil stood up. He was calm and collected, than he usually would have been in such a situation, thought Kate to herself.

“No Kate, I don’t,” he straightened his jacket. He does that a lot, thought Kate. “I hope you will think about it.”

He turned to leave, “I want us. I want you,” he smiled. “Please.”

And just like that he was gone.

Kate was left alone. She couldn’t comprehend what just transpired in her office. She was angry at Phil for just buzzing into her life like that. Who the hell did he think he was? She was puzzled. Had the man really changed? Why now when Tim had just come back to my life? Why am I even thinking about Phil?

Things were suddenly moving too fast for her. She decided that would be a perfect time for tequila and work would have to wait.

She grabbed her handbag, car keys and bolted out of the office.

                              To be continued …….



When love came back to Town. III

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      “Flowers don’t tell, they show” Stephan Skeem

On Monday morning, Kate was in high spirits as she got off the elevator to her office floor. She was wearing a knee length black dress that complemented her slim figure, red stilettos and adorned a red Gucci handbag, one she had picked in London on one of her many business trips. Her hair was neat, held beautifully in a bun. Her face radiant and she smelled real nice. She was happy. The events of the previous weekend kept going through her mind. Tim, She smiled as she walked past her personal assistant’s desk.

“Having a good Monday, are we?” Susan, her PA, gave her the knowing look, “That smile on your face speaks volumes.”

“Oh yes, Indeed,” Kate let out a small laugh and did a little dance as she entered her spacious office. “Good morning Susan!” She shouted when she was behind her desk.

“You must tell me all about it,” Susan piped from Kate’s door. She was holding a tablet, a notepad and a pen ready for the morning brief with her boss. Susan had been Kate’s assistant for as long as the business had been operational. The two women met when Kate was interviewing potential candidates for the PA’s job and they instantly hit it off. At the time Susan was a college student looking for a part time job to enable her pay her fees. She was brilliant and had potential. Kate hired her immediately. They enjoyed a wonderful work relationship that also blossomed into a loyal friendship.

“Yes, darling, come on in,” Kate called out. “Have a seat,” She mentioned to Susan. “I will tell you all about it as soon as we are done with the day’s work,” Not being one to play during work hours, Kate got straight to business. Discipline had got her this far. She was not about to let a man break that up. “So, brief me on what’s on my diary today.” She smiled at her friend.

Susan opened the day’s itinerary.

Three hours later a delivery man was at Kate’s reception carrying an obscenely huge bouquet of white lilies for Kate. Susan received them and signed the delivery note. The flowers had a white bow tied round them and a red card attached to them. She carefully carried them to Kate’s inner office. Kate was busy on the phone when Susan entered; she placed them on the table without a single word and closed the door on her way out. Barely had she returned to her desk than her intercom rang. It was her boss, she needed her right away.

Kate was standing looking furious, she had both arms firmly planted on her desk and looked like a general ready for war.

“Who brought these flowers?” She almost shouted at her assistant.

“A delivery guy,” Susan answered wondering what the fuss was all about.

“Did you open the card?” Kate hissed.


“How many times do I have to tell you to screen everything that comes to this office?”

“I assumed they are from your weekend date.”

“Assumed?” Kate shouted. “Remind me again why I hired you?”


“Can you send them back,” Kate interrupted angrily.

Susan hesitated. She didn’t understand

“Now!” Kate threw the card over to her.

Susan didn’t wait for another second. She picked the card and flowers as she silently left her boss’s office.

It was at the comfort of her desk that Susan opened the card. She needed to know where she was sending back the flowers. When she read the card her eyes opened wide. Her mouth dropped.

At exactly half past twelve two friends Lucy and Kate were seated at a nearby restaurant terrace having lunch. The two of them had been friends since high school. They were so physically different yet had a lot in common. Lucy was slightly shorter than Kate, had a pear shaped figure with a well rounded behind. She was the most outgoing amongst the four friends. Kate once described her as the one who loves to talk. Married in her early twenties, Lucy was a mother of three and a stay at home mom.

In her Instagram page she described herself as the woman behind the successful man. Her husband was a successful business man who owned a chain of fast food restaurants across the country. She was well taken care of. With maids tending to her domestic needs, she had a lot of time to herself for shopping, eating out and the gym. She religiously did the first two but barely hit the gym. She loved her weight and she was often heard saying that, my husband is hooked to my curves.

“How was dinner with Tim?” Lucy got straight to the point as she took a bite of her fried chicken.

“I am not saying anything until you tell me how you pulled it off,” answered Kate as she took a mouthful of her veggies salad.

“I didn’t,” Lucy took another bite.

“What do you mean?”

“Tim is the one who reached out to me,” another bite. “Let me explain.”

Kate was now alert.

Tim had just relocated back into the country after accepting a job offer with a multinational real estate firm which was developing low cost affordable housing in the region. He was a successful construction and civil engineer appointed to spear head the developments. Kate had heard of the developments which had garnered wide media coverage. It was dubbed, the revolution of real estate. She was aware about the investment opportunities that came with it but had no idea of the man behind it. She would later learn with admiration that the young tall outspoken boy in high school that she dated was all grown and had made a name for himself in the construction world.

After graduating top of his class in Yale, Tim immersed himself in his work and at forty he had never been married and didn’t have children. His mother had pushed him at some point to get married and sire her grandchildren. One time she went out of her way to set him up with a few girls from her local church. Tim thought the girls were either too religious or simply not wife material. He disappointed his mom, he never settled for any. A few years ago, Tim was involved in a long-term relationship with a top doctor in The States. She was a brilliant lady who also lectured at a local school of medicine.

Tim’s mother was beside herself with Joy. She went into days of fasting and called unto Jesus to finally have her son walk the damsel down the aisle. She beseeched her prayer group warriors to remember her son in prayers. She called on the name of the Lord more times than she could count and even made covenants and promises with the good Lord to have her son marry. She had numerously told her son that she was afraid of dying without having to live according to the Biblical promise of seeing your children’s children.

Tim was the only child and she was desperate to see that promise fulfilled. And so she spent more times on her knees than her feet. Then the unexpected happened, Tim broke up with his long-term girlfriend, his mother went into depression. She lamented that her son wanted to deny her blessings. But when she came out of it, she went back to prayers that one day her son will get married. Her prayers were yet to be answered.

Over the years Tim followed keenly on Kate’s career and her life on social media and the press. That woman intrigued him. She had always been at the back of his mind, the silent matter in his brain. When he took the current job offer he had vowed to look for her. To achieve this he sought Lucy’s help, she was the life of the party. Lucy updated him on details that he didn’t know about Kate’s life. The more he learned about her life and her business the more he wanted to be with her. He wanted to be her prince in a shining armor. He knew he loved her and he desperately wanted to make her his wife. Someday, he had said to himself.

With the help of Lucy, Tim set up the supposed Kate’s birthday dinner party. It was his idea on the choice of the restaurant. Lucy’s job was to get her there without Kate suspecting anything. It was at that restaurant that Tim had hoped he would finally lay his eyes on the love of his life for the first time in over two decades.

“So what happened with you two,” Lucy smiled suggestively. They had now finished their meal.

Kate took a second as she looked at their bill. She read the figures on it and gently pushed it over to her friend. She’s the one who called for lunch, she smiled.

“You are not going to tell me, are you?” feigning hurt Lucy pushed a bit further. She paid the bill and they stood to leave.

Kate smiled broadly. Her heart was doing a triple chase jump as she was thinking of Tim right at that moment.

“Thanks for lunch darling,” Kate kissed her friend on the cheek as they said their goodbyes. On her way up the elevator to her office, a tinge of excitement ran down her spine as she remembered Tim’s words to her when he saw her off at her car that dinner night.

“I want to see you again, Kate,” he had kissed her on the left cheek. Such a gentleman, she had thought. Then he had stood by to watch her drive off. It was magical. Instinctively, she raised her hand and felt her cheek; she smiled as she got off her floor.

Susan her PA looked distraught as Kate stepped into her office.

“Did something happen?” asked Kate, “You look like you have seen a ghost.”

“I told him you are not in,” her voice was almost trembling as she mentioned towards the inner office.

“Who?” Puzzled, Kate walked into her office and saw him.

She stopped on her tracks.

He was sitting on the seat next to her desk looking calm and composed. He was dressed sharply, clean shaved and had a boyish look. His dark blue Armani suit looked like it was sewn on his skin complementing his well toned muscles. He’s never looked more handsome. When she entered, he stood up and gave her a roguish smile. He clasped his hands together at the front like an obedient soldier.

“Hello Kate,” he enunciated her name as if every word was special.

She closed the door firmly behind her and quickly opened her mouth to speak. He cut her short abruptly.

“It’s not nice to return flowers,” he smiled again as he watched her reaction.

She didn’t show any emotion.

“They are expensive you know,” he added coyly.

                   To be continued…..


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When love came back to Town. II


“And when you turned to me and smiled, it took my breath away” Chris De Burgh

In another part of town, the county governor was holding his annual end of year party. The governor’s ground residence was transformed into a fire ball. Literally. The event company had gone to great lengths to give the venue a spectacular look. It was richly decorated with themed colours; purple and pink. Polished cocktail tables spread out across the grounds. In each corner of the field there were food points enough to feed the whole nation. Smartly dressed waiters in uniform stood at ease ready to serve.  Guests drank from crystal champagne glasses and ate from fine china ware.

There was a live band playing that night made up of mellowed voices. The guests were dressed to the nines. Their invitation cards had read, dress code: formal dinner. They did not disappoint. The guest list comprised of government dignitaries, corporate CEO’s, business men and who is who in the media and entertainment industry. There was plenty of traditional and exotic meals. Drinks flowed freely, available to anyone who cared to over indulge. It was an extravaganza to behold.

He saw her first as she mingled with the guests. She was exactly how he loved his women. Thin and attractive. He took a second to savor her beauty. She looked like a woman who had just jumped off one of those glossy men magazine covers. For what seemed like an eternity he became a hunter in the jungle studying his prey right before he pounced. He was mesmerized. She was a slender frame wearing a long red figure hugging dress. She was hot. Too hot such that he had to calculate his move on her lest he got burned. He studied her.

She wore her hair long; hanging below her shoulders it fell lazily on her back. Her makeup was sweet and sparkling. Her radiant face shone brightly over the dim lights. It was in the way she walked swaying her hips across the grounds that captivated him or maybe it was in the way she laughed, seductively, he thought, that drew her to him. Cold chills ran down his spine. He swallowed hard. He had to move closer to her. He told himself he had to smell her, touch her, talk to her. He just had to move closer.

He adjusted his bow tie and strengthened the jacket of his tuxedo. Clearing his throat, he grabbed a refilled glass of champagne from a passing waiter. He took a long sip. He let the cool Pol Rodger linger a bit longer in his mouth before he took a slow deliberate swallow while keeping his eye on the lady. My lady, he said to himself, soon she will be. By now she was having her back to him. He stared at her backside. He could make out the contours of her body. He allowed his eyes to travel along her contours. Slowly he undressed her with his eyes, from the back of her hair to her slim shoulders, down her back to her firm narrow bum.

He let his eyes linger a bit longer there. Her dress was perfectly tight. He noticed she wasn’t wearing anything underneath. He felt hot. A thin streak of sweat formed on the upper part of his forehead. His pants became tight. Taking a sip of his chilled drink, he moved his eyes all the way down to the bottom of her dress, he couldn’t make out if she was wearing shoes or not. Her red dress flowed freely covering her legs to the ground. He now more than ever had to move closer. He inhaled deeply, straightened his broad shoulders and took a step forward.

“Phil, My guy!” Before he could turn around, some heavy-set guy was already giving him the bro hug. He cursed under his breath. Suddenly what he was feeling vaporized into thin air.

“Hey, Man,” He forced himself to answer back faking enthusiasm. If it was another place, another time, he would have punched the dude and pounced on his prey.

“I didn’t know you come to these parties, man,” his friend was saying excited to hit off a conversation. Phil barely heard him. His eyes were searching the crowd frantically. His lady in red had disappeared.

Where was she?

“The governor is my friend,” Phil answered. Eyes searching the crowds. “Besides am here representing my people.” They both faked a hard laughter.

Woman, where art thou?

At 42, Phil was the youngest Member of Parliament to be elected in his county. He considered himself young, charming and charismatic. The ladies adored him. He was the most eligible bachelor in town. He was divorced. After his relationship with Kate went up in smoke, one year later, he found himself a wife. He married in a prominent family. A young rich lawyer who was a partner in her father’s prominent law firm. Phil’s father-in-law was also a successful businessman who had built himself a well established empire to the tunes of billions.

Many said that Phil had married for the money terming his marriage to Lina as fake. His own friends and family had speculated that it will not last. Everyone who knew him said that he was an opportunist with a hidden agenda. They were all right. One year into the marriage, Phil declared his interest in the Member of Parliament candidacy. His father-in-law backed him up. He after all backed as many politicians as he could. His business interests depended on it. His empire would enlarge. He was cunning in his dealings. He needed a new ally and so he rooted for his son-in-law. Money changed hands. Networks established. Strategies played. Secret meetings held. Brown envelopes pushed. Political rallies organized. Phil won the elections with a landslide.

Six months after he was elected Lina filed for divorce citing infidelity and irreconcilable differences. The media had a field day. Social media was a buzz. Rumors flied all over. It came out that Lina was unhappy in her marriage right from day one. That Phil neglected her. It was said that she was going crazy. He was never emotionally available for her. He was milking her dry and was a serial womanizer. It was ugly. His father-in-law got a heart attack. A tabloid reported at some point that Phil was still stuck in his previous relationship with a certain self-made business woman. Lina had always suspected the same.

They went to court. Phil fought dirty, he was ruthless. He hired crooked divorce attorneys. He bribed the judge. Lina gave in and Phil got himself a handsome settlement. She was the moneyed one, he had sworn. When it was done. Lina flew out of the country to clear her head in one of the Caribbean islands. She never came back. Several months later she would go on Instagram, post a photo of herself sun bathed in a tiny pink bikini, hanging on the arms of a masculine Maui beach boy beside the sea, holding a cocktail glass, wearing a wide grin and oversized sunglasses. She captioned it, sex on the beach.

Phil moved out of his matrimonial home. Put it up on sale. Cashed the money. He continued with politics. He was popular. The media loved him. Women drank from his palms. He knew he was attractive. He charmed everyone on his path. He widened his networks. He stepped on many people’s toes and jumped over others. Many hated him. Others loved him. They listened when he spoke. He pushed bills in parliament. He broke existing rules and made new ones. His political career was bright. He was meant to lead. One day, he had told himself, I will live in the governor’s mansion.

“Yes, yes, it’s a great party,” Phil answered to some comment that he wasn’t sure whether it was directed to him or to someone else. The people around him had grown into a crowd within a few minutes. Everyone was talking at the same time. But his mind was not there he was thinking about the mysterious lady.

Who was she? Was she alone?

“There’s an issue I would like us to discuss next week,” The deputy governor, a lady, turned to Phil.

“Yes absolutely,” answered Phil, “Have your people call my people and set up an appointment.”

Where was she?

“It’s a personal issue,” She pressed in his ear.

He took a step backwards. Rumors had it that he had once had an affair with her. She had condemned them as malicious. He smiled inwardly when he remembered how she kept telling him she was married with each falling off of her clothes . He didn’t embark on the same ship twice.

“Have your people call my people,” he repeated calmly.

Damn it. Eyes searching.

At the high table there was the sound of clicking glasses. The master of ceremony turned to the microphone and asked for everyone’s attention. Each person’s focus turned towards the front. Small crowds were dispersed as they took their seats. The MC was introducing the governor who was expected to make his speech. Thereafter the dance floor would be opened and everyone was invited to dance like there was no tomorrow. The band was warned to keep the guests entertained like never before and the waiters were told to make sure everybody’s stomach was well taken care of including their thirst. Phil had given up on his lady in red.

The governor took the microphone.

“Ladies and gentlemen…,” The governor started.

He spotted her from the corner of his left eye. My lady. She reappeared mysteriously just as she had disappeared. She was standing at the corner of the field, alone, looking straight at him. Teasing him with her eyes.

“I hope you are enjoying your night……”  Governor’s voice trailed off in the wind

He wasn’t listening. He turned his head full circle to gaze at her. Their eyes locked and they held each other’s gaze for a few seconds. She twitched a small shy smile. He titled his head and raised his glass at her.

“…….that was a great year we had…”

She stood still staring at him. He now had full view of her. She was breath taking. His heartbeat increased. His temperature rose. He took a step towards her.

“As you know we achieved most of our objectives……”

He could see that she was holding her gown with her right hand and she had lifted it up slightly. He saw brown skin. His knees became weak. She dropped it and like a night goddess turned around to leave.

“…I would like my wife to say a few words…”

She turned and looked over her shoulder, he was still standing. She started walking away slowly her dress flowing swiftly against the night breeze caressing the contours of her being. He was awed.

Hands were clapping at a distance.

In a daze, he dropped his glass on a nearby table and like a slave to a master he followed her silently into the darkness.

                                                                        To be continued…..

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When love came back to Town.I


“I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes.” Unknown


She was early. One hour early than the agreed time. She stood momentarily at the door scanning the stylish decorated restaurant, possibly looking for a strategic place to sit where she could watch the door and easily catch her friends as they arrived. A cute young waiter came to her rescue just as she was perching herself on a nearby table for four. He smiled politely at her. She smiled back. He extended his hand at her and introduced himself as Mark. She shook it feebly. He was holding a neat folder on his hand, he looked at it and back at her, then he sweetly said, “Miss Kate, your reserved table for four is right here.” He pointed at a corner.

“Thank you,” she whispered and proceeded to it. She almost forgot that, Lucy her friend, the organiser of today’s dinner party had called earlier and reserved a table for four. How the waiter knew her name she didn’t dare ask. She was in no mood for a conversation, but she secretly guessed that Lucy must have tipped the restaurant that she, Kate, would be the first to arrive. “She is always the first to arrive,” She must have told the hostess.  The first? She shook her head slightly. Mark, the cute waiter helped her sit and handed her the drink menu. She looked at the wine list. She wanted something strong today. Perhaps a tot of tequila would lessen the tight knots she felt in her stomach. A tot? Heck, she wanted the full bottle of tequila. She just wanted to drown herself. Today was meant to be fine dining with her friends, and so she mastered all her strength and beat the temptation and instead ordered a fine bottle of red wine, an Italian name that she could not even pronounce. A few minutes later, Mark had poured her a glass. She checked her watch she had more than fifty minutes to herself before the rest of the girls arrived. That was exactly how she had wanted it. To be alone a couple of minutes and just immense herself in her thoughts as she sipped her drink. She knew she would finish the bottle before the rest arrived. She intended to.

Today was her birthday. She was 40. She sipped more wine. She was proud of herself and her achievements. Sitting there, sipping her wine, listening to soft piped music from the background, Kate started reflecting on how she got to where she was today.

She was a successful business woman. An overachiever running a lucrative communication business. The business was five years old. She reflected on her life. More Wine. She had been employed for a better part of her life and had risen up the corporate ladder and made herself a sort after business manager. At some point she had gone back to school and bagged her Masters degree in Business. At the peak of her career she quit her job.

She was a hungry woman. Hungry for what? She wondered to herself. More wine. Hungry for success? Hungry for love? She wasn’t sure. More wine. She had registered her communication and consultancy firm and it picked like wild fire. She reminisced on that day that she drove into a car show room in her modest Toyota and drove out of it in a brand new Range Rover paid for in cash by herself. A girl has to reward her hard work, She smiled. More wine. Her business picked. Her clients loved her. She was doing superbly great, she thought to herself. More wine.

Today she is 40. The big 4-O. Her friends are celebrating her. She is the last one of her four close friends to hit it. The rest were already a couple of months settled in between the four and the zero. More wine. Of all her friends she was the unmarried one. But she was the most successful. Built on self success, her Instagram bio read. More wine. her friends had husbands and little kids running around. They had families, She had a career. More wine. More thoughts.

By this time she was drowning more wine than she could pour. Phil. Phil came to mind instantly. He loved her or so she thought. They had been together for almost a decade, for better part of her late twenties and mid thirties. She was faithful to the man. He wasn’t to her. At some point of their relationship they had lived together. She thought they would get married and have kids. She had a plan for her life. A girl always has a plan. Her’s was to finish school, get a job, get married have kids, get a house with a picket fence and a dog. All this before she hits thirty. More wine.

Things didn’t work out with Phil. She wondered out loud to herself why she had stayed in that relationship longer than she should have. She blamed herself for missing all the signs. The signs were there. I didn’t miss them. I ignored them, she said to herself. More wine. She went through a lot of emotional abuse from the man. The unfaithfulness that came with it. The numerous women she had to fight off him. The two miscarriages she had. The torture, the mental turmoil that came with it and the financial burden she bore in that relationship. She stayed through years of abuse and neglect from a man she cared so deeply and who said he loved her but whose actions spoke otherwise. Yet she stayed throughout the years.

Then, the beatings came. He would drink himself silly through out the night. Came home in the wee hours of the morning and harassed her throughout. More wine. He would blame her for loosing his job. He hit her not once not twice and the beatings became a regular. Yet, she stayed. She thought about the emotional pain she went through covering up for his actions. How it tore into her like a knife to flesh. She couldn’t understand how she worked twice at her job and shinned in her career while at the same time hiding her dark personal life. More wine.

One day, she woke up. Tired of all the excuses. Tired of crying and being depressed. Tired of making up cover stories why she had bruises on her face and arms. Tired of being used by a man she thought loved her. Tired of living a lie. She made a decision that would change the course of her life. She packed her bags and left her house one early morning when Phil had gone out. That was her turning point. Like a determined woman to rebuild her life, she never looked back. She gave up on love. She gave up on men. She was going to build her life right from the bottom. That was seven years ago. More wine.

She looked at the wine bottle, it was half full. I am an optimist, she chuckled to herself. As she was pouring the last drop, she looked up and saw a tall well-built gentleman staring at her, smiling down at her. She thought it was the wine playing tricks on her. He broadened his smile. She looked at her watch then at the door. She wished that, that second her friends will walk through the door. She ignored him. He didn’t move. She sipped her wine. He took a seat. He extended his hand. She looked at it suspiciously. By now, she was sure she was hallucinating. The wine has got to her.

“Kate, its me,” He said excitedly as he shook her hand.

She sipped more wine.

“Its me, Tim. Oh my,” He threw his huge arms around her and embraced her tiny frame. It felt awkward. Her mind was not processing. She knew she should push him away, but for some strange reasons she didn’t.

He seemed familiar.

“It’s been decades,I have missed you!” He was now laughing and holding her hands. Staring into her eyes. He was talking hurriedly. She couldn’t make out what he was saying. She was confused. She lifted her glass, it was empty. I need more wine, she thought. He continued talking animatedly while holding her hands. He seemed very excited and happy to have seen her.

She looked at her wine bottle. There was no single drop left. She sighed. Tim. She knew she should know the guy but she wasn’t quite sure whether it was the wine with the strange Italian name that was making her think funnily or she was dreaming.

Then she looked squarely at his handsome face for the first time. It hit her. Tim.

“Oh My God, Tim!” She almost let out a scream when she realised who he was.

Her first love. The guy who was crazy about her in high school. Her high school sweetheart was right there staring at her. Her love of her life was holding her hands! She had thought she would marry this guy. Back in the day, when they were young and restless teenagers they loved each other. They even had names for their kids and the places where they would live when they got married. They had planned out their lives down to the last details. But as fate would have it, Tim left immediately after high school with his family to The States and they lost touch. They never communicated. They both grew up and life happened uniquely to each of them.

He was there, holding her hands, talking. It seemed surreal. Tim, her true love was sitting next to her. He was looking deeply in her eyes, studying her face. It felt like high school again. Kate felt a teenager, a shy, young, naive girl in love. She was speechless. She was motionless. It felt like a dream. It felt like the world stopped for them right at that moment. It felt like they were just the two of them, two lone people. Two people who seemed like strangers drawn to each other with so much to say.

Wait, how did he find me? She asked herself.

Excited, Confused, caught in a mix of emotions, it dawned on Kate that her friends had set her up.

                                         To be continued…..

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To whip or not to whip

Proverbs 13:24, “Whoever spares the rod hates their children, but the one who loves their children is careful to discipline them.”

One mom in my daughters class asked the other moms who had children in that class, what mode of discipline we used on our kids. She said that her daughter had become very stubborn and intentionally did what she was told not to do. The mom further said that she had whipped her daughter to no avail and now the mom needed a new strategy as the whipping didn’t seem to work. Another mom pipped in and said that her son was doing the same thing. He too was stubborn and did not heed his mummy’s voice. The conversation picked up and became animated as more moms contributed to the issue. Another mom said her son answers her back sometimes when she tries to correct him. Yet, another mom agreed that her daughter answered back too sometimes when corrected. Another mom said that she used to whip her daughter too but she stopped it seemed her daughter was becoming more stubborn. Then I remembered my daughter, she too was a bit stubborn sometimes. She would not heed to warnings, and if I was more stern, she would continue doing exactly what I had told her not to do. At that point it became apparent that at that age, four years, our kids had an almost similar discipline issue. Stubbornness.

If you have been raised in an African set up like me, whipping of kids was quite common. Parents used rods to discipline their kids, quite literary and it was highly acceptable across many African communities. At least it was, during our yester years when we were kids and the years before us. Those days you would find a parent using a belt or a stick to beat the living daylights out of his child. That used to work. A child would not repeat that act again least he is beaten thoroughly.  These days, few parents of my time whip their kids in an effort to discipline them. One mom in my daughters class, says that she gently talks to her kids and makes them understand what they are doing is wrong, she says that she negotiates with her kids and they agree on what needs to be done. But does this work for kids of six years and below?

My hairdresser disagrees. She is a mother of two daughters, a two year and seven year old.  She is a very vocal woman on matters motherhood. She says that she disciplines her kids the only way she knows how. By whipping. When her kids misbehave she whips them and cubs that behavior before it grows into something worse. She further says that if  she didn’t do that, she fears the kids will carry that bad behavior into adulthood. When the society has to deal with such transgression, she, their mom will be blamed for not raising them right. To guide her kids in the right path, she whips.

My mom never whipped us. I cant even remember her raising her voice on us. But my grandma was something else, my moms mother. God bless her sweet soul. I remember her as a strict disciplinarian. Whenever we wronged, she would pinch us between the thighs. I mean between the thighs?! That spot is very fleshy and very soft, so you can imagine the amount of pain that cuts through, right into your inner being! It was a nightmare. We never wronged again!

I tried once to whip my child. She was repeatedly doing an act that I had clearly told her not to do. But she kept going. I kept insisting to her she stops. She kept insisting she would continue. Continued she did. I insisted. She insisted. The African mama in me stood up, and I took one of my thin belts and whip it went on her thighs. Whip, Whip. She immediately stopped. Then she looked at me, she started crying non stop. I felt so bad. Inwardly I was asking myself questions why I did that to her. I felt so bad. I felt I was a bad mother. It ate on me for days. Outwardly, I hugged her and told her I was so sorry but she should listen to her mom all the time. From that day, I resorted to using gentle methods of discipline. I take away small privileges like her toys. I switch off cartoon time, I denie her play time, I reward her with compliments, hugs and kisses, or something new, I talk to her, I explain her wrongs and make her understand the right thing to do.

When I tell her No! I make sure its firm and final. She then starts to yell, scream and cry. All in an effort to emotionally blackmail me, sometimes I give in. Other times, I stand firm. Its not easy disciplining kids at this age. Its very hard. But overtime, I have learnt that discipline is not fun. I have learnt to acknowledged myself as a parent and she as a child. I have learnt to acknowledge that we are not friends. We are not mates. As a parent you understand this. So these days I discipline her firmly and I dont flinch. She will scream, and pout and I will not give in like I used to. So, what has happened, overtime she too has come to the realization that am not only her mom but I have authority over her. After she is done with all the screaming, pouting and puffing her face, she would later walk timidly to me and say in a sweet small voice, “Am so sorry mom for everything, please forgive me.” Then we hug and kiss. The following day, she forgets and she does the exact same thing I told her not to. And the cycle starts again. Like I said, Its hard.

Talk to me, how do you discipline your kids?


Celebrating my MBA- Another milestone

“Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world,” Nelson Mandela


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Finally, I did it! Yes! I finally got my MBA. Huraaaaya!!! I am very happy and I am celebrating! People usually celebrate engagements, weddings & new babies with pomp, colour and so much excitement. We post on our social media pages and our friends and family all come out to congratulate and celebrate with us. We hold baby showers, engagement parties and massive wedding functions. We eat, drink, dance and get merry. I mean these are milestones in our lives and we go all out to mark them. I should know, I celebrated my new born baby! However, we seldom celebrate MBA achievement. I think all women who achieve a certain level of education, be it a diploma, a college degree or a skill course, we should celebrate and she should be celebrated with pomp and colour as they would if they were celebrating a wedding engagement or a new baby. I choose to celebrate my MBA achievement today.

Getting  here has not been easy for me.  There are many challenges that I went through. I will highlight a few here. It has been a tough three year old  journey. There was a lot of hard work, pain, tears, an almost giving up moments and a one year of stalling. It was very hard. My newborn daughter had just turned one year the year that I enrolled for my masters. I was a nursing mom. I was still breastfeeding her and being an advocate of breastfeeding I had wished to breastfeed until she turned two years. This didn’t happen. At the same time, I was working in a highly pressured business environment. The working hours were long. The work load heavy and expectations were very high. The pressure at work was too heavy. At some point I felt compelled to defer my studies and focus on work. But I did not take this road. Instead, I pressed on. At home things were tough as well, I was also undergoing trying moments in my relationship. Things were a big mess. I was emotionally drained and physically exhausted. It was not easy balancing work, motherhood, relationship and school.

I remember there was a time I didn’t see my daughter for a full week. I would leave home very early before she woke up, go to work, in the evening attend classes until past 8 PM. By the time I got home it was past 9 PM, I would often find her asleep. This really distraught me. It emotionally affected me. Not being able to see my baby when she was awake made me sad. So, what I resolved to do, I would wake her up early in the morning on my way to work. I made sure she would wake up, then I would hug her and kiss her goodbye.

Weekends were no better. I had assignments, and papers to write. Saturdays were usual work days. Those days that I was not working I was either in the library or on some group discussion doing some study away from home. On Sundays, I would have my mom pick her up so that I could get time to write my papers and also have her nanny take the Sunday off. God knew she needed it.  That’s how we got by during the first year of my course work.

Then there was work. Targets to meet. Customers to please. Objectives to cover. Pressure to be your best at work. I used to find it mentally and physically draining. Most days I would sleep late studying or writing a paper and I would wake up very early to beat the morning traffic and get to work on time. I was fatigued. I barely managed to get by the day but work had to be done. On days that we had continuous assessment tests, I would sometimes walk in the exam room from work, twenty minutes after the rest of my classmates had started. Imagine the anxiety of writing an exam when the others were almost finishing up. I had to be on point, I had to pull myself together and shift on gears that I didn’t know I had in order to get good grades and to maintain my sanity. Sometimes, I look back and I wonder how I did it. With all the emotional baggage from home, dealing with fears that you are not being a good mama to your own child and all the good performance I had to struggle to get at work. In a nutshell, I could barely keep it together. When I look back it was purely God’s work.

Did I tell you that I did two research projects? Yeah, I did. My first research project was floored by the exam panel. Now, imagine the frustrations, the late nights, the time, the money, the energy I put into this paper and after getting all the necessary approvals and doing all the necessary corrections only to be rejected by the last approving panel. I almost quit. This was the breaking point. I never cried the tears I did. I remember asking myself why did I ever decide to pursue higher education. I could have used the money for something else. I almost shelved my MBA pursuit. Then I remembered the reasons why I enrolled in the first place. I remembered the time, sacrifices, hard work that I put in. I got up, dusted myself, researched and wrote another paper.

To all those mamas that are struggling to manage careers, new babies, families, relationships and at the same time school, it can be done. To those new moms who wish to go back to school in the midst of a career storm, it can be done. You can do it mama. It’s not going to be easy. There are days that you will question why you made that decision to go back to school. Some days, you will cry overwhelmed tears. On such days work will be too much, your boss will not understand why you need time off to do assignments or write papers or do exams, On such days your baby will be unwell. He will need your attention, your school work will stall, the situation at home may not be at it’s best, family demands may increase ,pressure will mount at work. Your head will spin. A couple of times you will lose your head. Literary. The key here is not to lose focus. You must stand firm. Cry if you have to. Take a break if you must. But you must achieve your goal.

Go on now and earn that degree that you so wish.